sometimes the less you know the better..huh

It’s just a fact that can’t be denied..

The more you grow up..there are many incidents that make you angry, hatred, and feel like the world is not on your side..by that time..it’s the unique way of god to make you feel the need of Him..

How can we the hapless one not feel this..even as a baby..feel the need of its mother..how can us..just think about it..

Honestly..Sometimes I feel really bad..because many incidents happens especially those that does not feel good for us..but it’s the best in his knowledge and wisdom..the Almighty Allah..he who does not turn back to us..never..

But us..always keep forgetting despite all the needs that he gave us..the air..the water..the peace in our life..all those we need..

There’s time for us to turn back ,reflect and do the best for tomorrow..

After all this years I have made up my little mind to keep out of others business until the person really really need help or advice or an ear to listen..and that just that..

I don’t mean that I ignore my brothers and sisters in Palestine, Rohingya, Southern Thailand and other parts of the world..I mean business here is their own personal business ..

I don’t mean that I’m a meddling little creature always poking my nose into others..

Let the problem be there’s…

Let give this episode a stop..

I’m tired..

 

sanaa helwah lil girl

selamat matang wahai diri..

~i thank allah for all these years..i have grown up well, proud and healthy..~

my speech..??

di kesempatan ini saya sebagai seorang umat islam yang tlh berpuasa dgn jayanya nak mengucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir n batin..kepada semua yang ada atau tiada di sisi..kepada yg beraya di luar malaysia..harap kita dapat berjumpa lagi..really want to meet u all..

maaf..saya x minta izin pon kt designer gmba tue..

lps raya nk kena  berlakon laa plak..
for my dear tutorial stat n fa 2..kita talak satu..i  nak raya..pleeeaseee..~

memory lane..[as a little girl]

as a little girl..
i always wondered what it is like to go to school..
it will be really awesome..
looking into the bright days..i was so thankful for what i learned so much in life..
it is my environment that make up the inside of me..
those do's and don'ts..its just the way we all should be..

once i always thought that cabs and buses are for those who are really rich..
but then it is a public transport for anyone to go anywhere..
i really missed my childhood a lot...really missed it..like 99 times..
on rainy days..we will play together with my abah or father..splashing each other..pretending that our territory is taken by enemies and all that..
it's really a memory..
maybe i have used up my chidhood really maximum..
so now i thought i'm ready for this so-called-adult life...maybe..

a lot of thank you..for those who helped me to grow up..

and be me..now..

there's so many challenge ahead better get prepared..

the sooner the better..~

kerna aku ada Dia..

Alhamdulillah..segalanya dalam rancangan dan pengetahuan Dia..

Dikala hati diusik dengan rasa ingin memiliki dan dimiliki maka iman menasihati supaya bersabar dengan janjinya..

Kerna Allah takkan pernah memungkiri..

Tika diri diuji dengan ujian fizikal dan peribadi..iman mengingatkan bahawa kekasihnya.. Muhammad s.a.w lebih teruk diuji..apalah sangat ujian yang dihadapi sedang kita bukan pembawa risalah yang ummi..meniti syurga tanpa dihisab nanti..

Tika diri leka dengan duniawi..iman mengingati dunia hanyalah tempat persinggahan dan menjadi matlamat kepada mereka yang tidak kenal erti hamba rabbi..

Tika diri diuji dengan hubungan sesama manusia..iman mengingati bahawa syaitan sentiasa ada untuk memisahkan mereka yang berkasih kerna Allah..

Kerna berkasih kerana Allah membawa ke syurga..aku ingin itu sebenarnya..mahukan persahabatan yang luar biasa...bukan bersama kerana dia cerdik..bukan kerana dia punya kereta…bukan kerna dia punya duit..aku ingin memori persahabatan kami menjadi luar biasa..bisa melangkah bersama ke syurga..kerna kami bukan biasa-biasa..

Tika diri diuji musibah..iman mengingati bahawa Allah takkan pernah menguji di luar kemampuan hambanya..kerna Allah sayang kita..Allah amat rindu akan rintihan manja hambanya..

Tika orang tersayang pergi menghadapnya..iman berkata itulah masa terbaik untuknya..kerna mungkin pada waktu yang lain kita akan susah untuk menerima hakikat kematianya..

Tika diri dibeban tanggungjawab..iman berbisik setiap pertambahan umur akan merasai peningkatan tanggungjawab...maka oleh itu gunakanlah masa sebaiknya kerna tanggungjawab lebih banyak dari masa..

minggu yg agak sibuk..tapi cuba untuk tidak memberi alasan menyediakan 'sumthing' untuk umat..

pleasa pray for me..

7   days class really need  to manage properly..

BERLAKONNN...oh no